All about me.. Complicated.

1st thing 1st,
i'm been pretty.. (*i'm a guy! mind you! hehes. But guys can be pretty too^^?) Oops.! i mean pretty busy.. Due to CCA's.. Club thingy.. etc.
So.. my apologies that i'm unable to blog for such a long time..
i'm still kicking.. (*Alive.. hehes)

But does it matter? who do i apologies to? anyway.. duh.. read on..

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Let's talk about..
Mind?

Our mind is very complicated..
Millions of thoughts fills our mind each passing day as if you ever notice, you are actually thinking almost the same thing everyday, inevitably.

sometimes, it's our own thinking that leads us to success.. or on the other hand, devastation.
In life, (*For me) there's only two thinking..
1)PositiveThings that you think that makes you haPpy, whatever it may be..
Whatever your mind Conceived,it can be achieved.
No question asked.

2)NegativeSomething that you think that makes you unhappy.. and suCh things can be very bad for health.. very very bad.. Much of your Brain cells is wasted on such negative thoughts that the more you think.. The more sad it is.

Hey! Don't lOok down on our brain cells.. it's more powerful than a typical computer.. We too have ROM & RAM

ROM: Things we see and forget like studying.. >_
RAM: Things we do and remember forever like walking, talking etc..

But no matter what thoughts you have in mind, they can be contagious.. mind you!
it means these thoughts spread beyond oneself that you cannot even control..

E.G When someone is happy, they smile or laugh! Others laugh along.. whether they're laughing due to pure stupidity (*As in whensomeone suddenly laugh very loudly, your mind will think":Siao ar..laugh so loudly.. buay paisae(^^?)" then followed by a giggle etc..

E.G When some is sad, they cry it out or share their sorrow with someone.. It affects the other person as well.The other person who is sharing your sorrow will be sad too(*Contagious) as they might be loss for words or feel helpless asthey don't know what they can do to help you..

Often, what they can do is only console you as, the ultimate solution is that you sort out your own thoughts.

Well.. Shared sorrow, 1/2 sorrow. Shared Joy, Double Happiness~~

Some people who encounter problem might choose to evade it.. And hope people will forget about this matter.. But evading is not the answer.. Definately not the solution.

Bottomline.In life we don't always get what we want.. But why don't we just enjoy what we've got..

That's all folk.

Till then, takecarez~~

A calling.. Into a future.

1st thing 1st,
i'm been pretty.. (*i'm a guy! mind you! hehes. But guys can be pretty too^^?) Oops.! i mean pretty busy.. Due to CCA's.. Club thingy.. etc.

Let's talk about..
Mind?

Our mind is very complicated..
Millions of thoughts fills our mind each passing day as if you ever notice, you are actually thinking almost the same thing everyday, inevitably.

sometimes, it's our own thinking that leads us to success.. or on the other hand, devastation.
In life, (*For me) there's only two thinking..
1)PositiveThings that you think that makes you haPpy, whatever it may be..
Whatever your mind Conceived,it can be achieved.
No question asked.

2)NegativeSomething that you think that makes you unhappy.. and suCh things can be very bad for health.. very very bad.. Much of your Brain cells is wasted on such negative thoughts that the more you think.. The more sad it is.

Hey! Don't lOok down on our brain cells.. it's more powerful than a typical computer.. We too have ROM & RAM

ROM: Things we see and forget like studying.. >_
RAM: Things we do and remember forever like walking, talking etc..

But no matter what thoughts you have in mind, they can be contagious.. mind you!
it means these thoughts spread beyond oneself that you cannot even control..

E.G When someone is happy, they smile or laugh! Others laugh along.. whether they're laughing due to pure stupidity (*As in whensomeone suddenly laugh very loudly, your mind will think":Siao ar..laugh so loudly.. buay paisae(>_

E.G When some is sad, they cry it out or share their sorrow with someone.. It affects the other person as well.The other person who is sharing your sorrow will be sad too(*Contagious) as they might be loss for words or feel helpless asthey don't know what they can do to help you..

Often, what they can do is only console you as, the ultimate solution is that you sort out your own thoughts.

Well.. Shared sorrow, 1/2 sorrow. Shared Joy, Double Happiness~~

Some people who encounter problem might choose to evade it.. And hope people will forget about this matter.. But evading is not the answer.. Definately not the solution.

Bottomline.In life we don't always get what we want.. But why don't we justenjoy what we've got..

That's all folk.

Till then, takecarez~~

ApoloGies.. For the things i've done, and not done.

so bored.. so bored.. my Holidays finally arrived. (*Really? shoCk!)i'm slaCking @ home (*Precisely don't feel like doing anything but sleep whiCh i really need)

Hmm..MondayWedFri = Lifesaving training (*but i think i'm going to skip sOme.. hehes)TuesThursSat = Taekwondo(*But i don't think i have muCh enerGy left.. i'm not viOlent as you think)

What to do on SunDay("?) Soccer! lOlx.. (*Fri i think got soCcer alSo.. Feng, arrange?)
i feel bot.. i'm being contRol to do what i'm program.In life, we'Re alwaYs asked to do this and that.. Felt that there was a need for sOme initiative to do sOmething extraordinary. It juSt take an "extra" to do sOmethinf ordinaRy to make it "extra"ordinary.. Definately, i wld'nt wanNa be that extra..

Matter of faCt, i juSt came baCk from Chalet*My clique organise this chalet for a gathering wiTh our fRiends to celebrate the end of eXams.. And Cheers to a new beginning. i'm having SIP neXt sem (^^<)

Back to the chalet thing.. i think i was too overboard (*Perhaps too streSsup wiTh the eXams?)Few People i would like to apOlogies to (*In fact moSt..)1) Myself*Because.. i've alwaYs controlled my temper.. Glup whatever air i can take till that day i kinDa let it out because i was really in a foul moOd (*But does'nt mean it give me the authority to do so cuz it's my fRiends! aRgh.. i'm soRry.. i apOloGies..)

i always think i kinDa laCk of something in life.. or have i missed out something("?) perhaps i'll never find out cuz juSt let it be a mystery.. @ leaSt i feel that till toDay.. i've done many things.. Many many things which is fullfulling.. A sense of aCcomplishment.

Though i've to admit that i'm more fortunate than many people out there..
-having basic needs fulfilled (Shelter, food etc..)
-i've got my beloved family members (*Including my relatives)
-My fRiends (*EveRyone is juSt as precious as there's no other to replaCe them..
i aSked myself.. What more can i aSk for? Nah.. i've to keep on living to figure that out..
i juSt laCk of something.. we don't knOw what's ahead of us.. Distants away..
Just pray for the better.. And hope for the beSt.

*A thousand mile journey starts wiTh the first step.
O.. mOther nature.. but i've lived for 18+ years not knOwing what i'm living for..
Trying to please eveRyone.. so i'll be haPpy?

-A ad i saw in a male toilet-
We aim to please, Please aim.

Oki.. time for a g(oO,")d lauGh! hahahahhahahahhahahahahahahaheheheheheheheheheheheheh!

wohoooooooooooooooo! been sOme time sinCe i'm so haPpy.. (*You muSt think that i'm abit "off" (*eccentric) toDay.. Using woRds to replaCe my feelings is way off.. But i dOn't really like to make noise (*oOps.. sOme may have to disaGree that i talk too muCh"?)

-Empty Vessal makes the moSt noise..

it's nOt alwaYs true.. Though i make lotsa noiSe.. but i'm alwaYs thinking.. Of what i say and what effect will it have on my fRiends..

i'm a pRetty gOod liStener too (*that's wHat i found out. Hee~)
i alwaYs lOok things in a different pespective..
Some people say things w/o thinking and it hurts.. it hurts..
But i alwaYs seek forgiveness for them (*Because.. Perhaps they don't even knOw what they're talking; a moment of folly..)
-Silent is Gold

i'll alwaYs believe Good triump over evil.
-Infinate amount of darkness cannot destroy the brightness, as one glimpse of light can destroy the whOle darkneSs.

So.. sometimes though you might have said sOmething (*You mean it or don't) i'll juSt keep it to myself.. Though it hurts..but i'm nOt tRying to cover up for the evil..(*if you knOw what i mean)
i believe, one day.. One fine day they'll recieve the pain i'm going through..
-Things can anyhow eat.. But things cannot be anyhow say
[Fan ke yi luan ci.. hua bu ke yi ran jiang]

That's all folks
Takecare all ya~
And may the force be wiTh you.