Salute to Mr Lee. Our PM. Motivates ME lots!

A democratic.
i'm Motivated.

Recently, i was on an one wEek "Holiday" due to eye infeCtion..
Could'nt understand why i still miSs school muChz even though my eyes was all redded.. Bloodshots!
Then after i weNt to the doc, apply all kinds of eye drops.. viSion abit blurred.
And i still miSs sch.

Inevitably, i ask myself why.
1) Was i missing someone in school? Yes, She was always on my mind.
2) Or was it due to my CCA? Yes.
- Lifesaving
There was juSt too much things i've yet to do.. And this coming Sunday on the 28thAug05, it's the National Lifesaving Still Water Competition.. and i could'nt tRain for a week.. The itch was almOst unbearbly i had to do dry training just to coverup my guilt.

- ASHRAE Club
There was just tOo much things i could'nt leave unattended.
Things gotta get started.
i'm pretty Much aspired by Apprentice. And i'm sure i'll do a good job for my Club.

To lead, is to serve.
In one year time, i'll shave.
Together with many others, we'll go through thick and thin.
Will i excel? And stand tall among many others like i do now. (183cm! haha..)

C'mon.. i knOw i'm crapping here.
Sometimes i wonDer why i'm so serious?
Deep inside i can't wait to let go.. SHOUT IT OUT!
But hOpefully things not heard are feel.

Loving, Loved.
I'm Loving.
Love my family!

Awaken.

Sudden.
A wake-up call.

Are things falling apart, or it's blessing in diguise?
Distanting.
Myself.

Trying hard not to, but had to.
Giving my best for everything, or don't even think about it.
Giving pressure upon myself, or was it necessary.

People-oriented.
Or multi-masked.

True to oneself.
And fake to else.
Else seek for truth, but ones' fake it all.

Tell me.
What else to come.
For i speak the truth.
Believe in me.
For truth lies there.

Ah'J

One L.I.F.E, L.I.V.E it.

Many a times, i'm sure we wonDer what's Life all about.
Are we living for others, or for ourself?
Sometimes in life, sacrifices have to be made.
No1. is prefect.
Though I want to be fair to everyone, but you might not get what you want.

Give me the rights, to have the benefits of doubts.
My own abilities, capabilities, as compared with others..
Determined by a piece of paper.
Deem it.

Life's so fragile, one minute you're on the Peak..
The next you'Re at the bottom..
As the rough keeps coming, the tough gets going.
I Hope i would survive the crisis, in which i might face..
Bear the consequences in mind, i had to face it all..
For what it takes to be up there, seen by what's down there..
Witness the greater heights that i might aChieve, or the downfall in which i conceive..

Ohh.. If there someone to help, it's myself.
Hearing the voice within, a calling into a distant future..
Prove so much for me to handle.
Standing tall, there i stood.
Froze.

Loss for words, the unusual me.
Fallen into silent as the deaf ears fell..
shall i take the risk? For everything is in our hands.
Taken care of i doubt so, but at least improvements will be done.
For a better life, a lifetime fulfillment tag with commitment.
Tell me i'm Loved, for i Love.

Be mine.
Absolutely.

* miSsing something in my life, which i'll find *

Wish me luCk! For i have found.
The one that awaits, for i have been waiting for.
Good luck.
JunJiang,Benson